Another rough day! All I could think about today was filling my mouth with some fruit candy. First, my washing machine overload and flooded the place. My carpet was soaking wet! Then, I took the afternoon off only to have my appointment rescheduled for next week.
Woe is me! I spent some time feeling sorry for myself and then sprung into action. I also went on Netflix and queued up a bunch of running documentaries to watch. Thinking about my running brings me so much joy. Thinking about how far I've come in my abstinence brings me joy.
Focusing on things I cannot change would only drive me into the misery of junk food and a slow, fat, lethargic body. I'm sooooo done with that. I do see how easy it is to slip into a food funk. I am so grateful to God I have a responsive sponsor and a strong program. Today I can end my day in abstinence despite today's mishaps.
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